Well.... I've had a royal screw up. H came home shortly after that last post. Still feeling the effects of the wine... and we got into it. Started as a fight (I know, I know... I broke every DB rule) but H then said he really needed to talk about his big questions of whether we were ever meant to be together, would we be happier apart, maybe that would be make the kids happier etc etc. At first I was arguing my perspective but finally got smart enough to shut up. So, finally just listened. Pretty discouraged. He sounds pretty far down the road in his decision that we should D. I hope I didn't do too much damage. I guess I just get back on track and keep DBing? After a night like this I wonder if it's worth it. It's so hard and I just want to throw in the towel and not continue to feel rejected. Well, I've been up pretty much all night now, hopefully I'll get a bit of sleep.
