Yesterday was our 17 Anniversary. I gave her the "non anniversary" card - no reaction either way really and no card from her. Actually had an ok day at work.
Saw wife when I came home. She was crying a lot. Her Grandmother is now done to days to live. I went out for the night with a friend from work and she did as well. Sure is nothing compated to what I had planned only a few months ago.
I am doing well with working out with son, counselor, church, support group, and writing a journal. Much more controlled than I was.
WAW and I will be discussing financial issues later today. I have determined it is going to be tougher than I thought to keep the house for a year and a half while she is in her apartment. Funny - yesterday she said that when she is out shopping for things for her apartment, she wants to show me the stuff! She is still being quite friendly most of the time.
Let's see what happens during the $$$$ talk today....
