Well the GAL sounds fun, thats the only trouble when the wine hits the heart to many truths want to come out, but well done for venting here, and you didnt end up sending txt messages you will regret later!
Only thing you can tell yourself when all these thoughts go crashing through your head, is that you are moving on, you know youre not done with him because you love him still, but you are learning to cope hence the feeling of wanting to be done with him!
When I feel like this I keep telling myself well if all else fails at least I know I have done my best!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
