I just don't see it.

I printed my papers today, I will discuss this with my IC, but honestly, if I am so bad, what's the hang up?

M: 33
W: 31
D: 11, 6; S:2
M: 11y T:15y (H.S. Sweethearts)
Seperated: 8/30/09
Met with Divorce Mediator 10/5/09
Divorce papers filed 11/13/09