Well, did some good GALing today! Went shopping with a friend and had a few too many glasses of wine with another friend. Watching how both my friends' H's treated their wives like queens, has me shook up,sad and angry. This is one of those times that I want to throw in the towel, to hell with DBing and tell him where to go. I don't deserve this. H gone again tonight, no word. Why am I putting up with this? Why do any of us put with this? What keeps us hanging on when we are treated like s*(^!? Right now, I don't know. I'm getting to the point of wanting to confront the whole situation or just let go. I know I should sleep on it due to the effects of the wine and this is not a good time to make decisions. It's a good thing H is not here now ... it would probably not be pretty. aaargh! I am glad for this safe place to vent. Hopefully I've got it out of my system now....
