Not sure what to do

[stu321]

Hi all,

Saw w today (Sunday). She came to the house to clean up inside. I had already done upstairs before she got there. We prettymuch stayed out of each others way. Today was the day she was supposed to give me an answer as to whether she had decided to end it or not. D day. Bad pun, I know.

No mention of anything which I'm not surprised at considering she has scheduled councelling for us this Thursday. We didn't talk about our relationship. We just got busy cleaning.

When we were done, I said bye to her and our son and left.
She wad upstairs in our bathroom looking over our land and watching the horses next door. We have 1 hectare. She seemed to be just taking it in. Nit sure what she was thinking, but as others have said "you can't read her mind"

I was a but put off today cause she was nagging about a few things with the house (why was this done this way etc). On the way back to my sisters, I rememberd michelles post about waw. If she is nagging, thank her. It means she still cares. So at least I know she still cares about the house. She can't afford it without my wage, so she wouldn't be able to keep it if we got divorced. (unless her mum sells her house and she moves in with w. That thought us always in my mind).

Anyway, I won't be seeing w until Thursday now. Tax return appointment got cancelled today. Our accountant is sick which is probably a good thing. More time for db'ing. ( even though I don't know as much as I should about it. Dr hasn't arrived yet, but I get the just of it from friends in this fthread, and reading other peoples posts. )

while I hanvt db'd yet, I think if we get another chance, it will be different this time round.