I guess you're right, I don't like much of me right now. I don't have a good idea how I'm going to support myself when the alminony runs out, I'm pretty depressed, and I know what my problems in my M were. Need to work on self esteem.
I know I'm a good mom - and have a good sense of humor, I"m smart, kind. BEsides that I feel like a loser and need to work on that. It is really hard to face rejection from the person who vowed to love me forever.