Hi Sandycay, Maybe this is posting too late... but what about trying to act "As if" H will stay afterall. Since he is still waffling alot- so rather than seeing the hurt and sadness in your eyes he might see that you are really glad to have him home.. Its certainly harder to walk away from a person who is happy to see you than someone who is sad and hurt and you know you are the one who caused those feelings...
Thinking of you and hoping its working out today.
M44 H46 T21 Married 16y D14 D12 Bomb 12/08(EA), (PA/Separation)1/09 to 5/09 Home/MC 5/09 to 12/09 Leaves 12/09 Files for Divorce Divorce final 6/30/10.