Can`t remember too much in it now though I did say "God has taken me to this place for a reason and God will take me safely out of here"
FG, That's awesome - what a good reminder! Thanks for stopping by to check on me. I am actually doing pretty well. I had a good week, excited about some irons I have in the fire with regards to personal goals I have, and trying to keep my concentration on that and the kids.
My struggle now is once again keeping my expectations at zero, but now for different reasons. I am seeing more and more "positives" from H especially with regards to the kids, in the past couple of weeks things he hasn't done for a year give or take he has done again. Still not much with me, though I have heard a few apologies lately for random things, including some very specific MLC behaviors. Of course, they haven't stopped, but . . .
The more normal I see the harder it can be to expect nothing, though I am doing a pretty good job of it. I know that this could still be a really long haul and the yuck is still there. And so is the crazy. What a strange animal MLC is.
