Im so tired of living in limbo..which is my own doing. One minute I am ready to move on and the next I love him so much and want to make this work. Its driving me insane!
I'm with you. The emotional roller coaster turns your stomach.
My sitch is a lot like yours. There's no affair, just no love for me -- at least not now, I still believe it's buried deep down inside underneath self-esteem and depression issues and a lot of small slights that built up with time.
Even though everyone says I'm doing well GALing, I can't get thoughts of my W and the good days of our M out of my head. I went to the Michael Jackson movie last night with a female friend who owns a PR company.
It was a lot of fun and a good movie, but time and time again I thought to myself how great it would be to bring my actual W to see the movie. She loved Michael.
Limboland is awful as well. I don't know which is worse. The D process or no process. A month ago she said she was filing soon. Last week, she was still looking for lawyers. Wednesday she had some mysterious "night-time" appointment she had to get through.
Financially, I'll be better off if we divorce than just sitting here in limboland.
Where are you in those talks?
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
