Move over... I 'm moving back......

[sandycay]

Well,

My last post is in piecing but that's not working out:

Here's my last post in piecing:

Thanks guys for stopping by.

H is coming home today from a weeek trip. He shared with me last night that he wants a D, he just doesn't want all the things that come with it...i.e... destroying lives, financial issues, me taking the kids across the country to live.

He ask me at one point don't I know that he likes me?
It's not me it's him... he doesn't know what's wrong.... he has tried .... doens't know what to do.... it's not fair to me.... I deserve to be loved and to love someone who returns it..... he dreads coming home (even though he just said that he likes me)...

So I figure he is coming home and packing and leaving.... seems I have failed busting this divorce.

I am very sad. He will regret this one day.... I regret that when I let he come home he sat across from our children and promised to "never do this again, I will never, ever leave again".

I am sad that the person you should trust most in the world and suppose to be a role model is going to teach them the meaning of a promise is meaningless....


PS.... I am moving back to seperated.