I have been here on and off most of the day, and just closed laptop when H came in. Imagine that, home early on a friday night. Because of that I didn't see your post till just now.
It's hard living with H while he is with ow and D in progress. I still direct my anger at my dogs and not at him where I should. My dogs follow close behind me wherever I go, and sometimes I get really irritated at them. I stomp my foot and yell at them when I'm really wanting to do that to H. What's the worst that could happen, D me? lol
Sure, he's home early on a friday night, but he went to bed. His cell rang while I was writing the above paragraph. My heart stopped for a moment. It's awful! It might not have been her, but then it might have been. He's physically here, but not mentally here. So, I don't know what's worse H home, or H living elsewhere.
Remember, if we can make it through this, we can make it through anything. There is a light at the end of OUR tunnel. And it could be our H holding that light, or the new Mr. Wonderful that has been chosen for us. As I always tell others, GOD must have something really awesome in store for us having had to go through this storm.
