I can understand what you mean. My first husband, the father of my two oldest kids, was a drug addict and abuser. Ultimately I did not ever seek c/s from him because he had no rights to our daughters, and I wanted to keep it that way. Years later, after getting to know XH as adults, both my daughters stated that they were really glad that I had made that decision.
Has he seen your son at all?
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
