Not Me...Ever part 2

[Puppy Dog Tails]

Puppy ~

Not who I expected and I can feel your disappointment

I am not proud of myself at all that even 7 months later I reverted back to something I thought I was done with.

Why?

Honey it's not disappointment, it's CONCERN.

Puppy

[Serenity13]

(((Trent)))

Thank you for that...

Looks like I will be having an extra long prayer session tonight...

I am blown away that I fell backwards...

My Dr. has been so proud that I used different techniques instead of the one I learned so long ago (as a teenager)...

I was proud that I was handling everything as it came with no thoughts of harming and this just kicked me out of the blue.

I thought I was finally past and above this.

[orangedog]

You're in my thoughts. Stay strong.

[Serenity13]

Puppy ~

No cause for concern other then the why it hit me like this...

I am not "there" again I promise you that...

I honestly don't know what happened and how it got to that point so quickly.

[Puppy Dog Tails]

Serenity, you have been SO incredible these past few weeks, and have come SO FAR, I have been simply amazed.

I know this "new Serenity" -- this is but a single setback.

Hugs & Puppy Licks,

Puppy

[Serenity13]

Puppy ~

Your words mean the world to me, thank you and you are right it was a setback - A huge one in my eyes but it just shows me I am still growing/still learning and not as invincible and I thought I was

(((Hugs)))

[Puppy Dog Tails]

Your self-insight in that post (re-read it, and compare it to your early ones) is like night and day.

[Serenity13]

And that is a good thing correct?...

I still remember my first thread, I was so full of sass and knew it all and hell didn't even know why I was here listening to anyone

Holy crap I think I am growing up into a full fledged adult (albeit one who needs to stay away from sharp objects) and not a clingy, needy, cry-baby...

I know I need to get some better sleep and I would think it would have happened by now...My Dr. did offer me meds for that but I am reluctant to add to my cocktail of meds I already take...Maybe a few weeks wouldn't hurt...A few days would be wonderful lol...Sharing a bed with a 6 year old doesn't help either

[Puppy Dog Tails]

And that is a good thing correct?...

YES, silly!!!

[Serenity13]

LOL I had to be sure

Looks like I am owing you my thanks for once again being the one right here when I need a shoulder as well as maybe a kick in the a**

You rock my friend & that is a fact

I am glad you were on tonight Puppy even though when I sent out my vent post I was hoping you would maybe overlook it and not see how low I got this evening.