Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

opps.

i was saying.. reconciling wasn't even anything he thought about wiht her. AND look at how GOD changed her... and THEN GOD changed him.

When I read it it showed me that. That I NEED to move on and go and grow. If my x listens to any voice of God at all He will have to face everything that he has done with GOD and GOD alone.... and then the building of his relationship with GOD .... and then and only then will GOD be able to restore.

I understand pining for your x.. i do too. My stitch started 3 years ago this Christmas Eve.. he left teh following march.... I have not been with a man physically since then -- I havent dated anyone seriously since then.... NOT because of me - but I truly think because of GOD ... It is not time yet.

I hurt because my x just threw me away..but thats his mo. he has always been that way with people, just never thought he'd be that way to me...