After 30 Years!

[Lost Rabbit]

Well Im still in a tailspin, started this week expecting serious kicking off and ended up having a nice week with H!

So much stuff has gone on Im not sure where to start, but having gone from a very upsetting start mon, to H wanting to come back Tuesday and did, went on to have a nice day Wednesday, Thursday and Friday, him being torn between wanting to go back and take part in his new hobbies but wanting to stay, and then discussing coming back next week after he had done his hobbies! I can see him struggling and I do want him to finish his classes and enjoy what he is learning and of course I want to spend time with him!

He is still unusually a bit wary/jealous/unsure of me going off on a date with someone else! I have mostly so far only mentioned dating a toyboy in jest, I have never ever given him a reason to suspect I am or would! Maybe its because as Rocked said Im now an attractive, sexy, well turned out woman and of course as of this week a woman with a new job, who is obviously going to be in the path of the other men lol!

The nicest thing that has happened is he did the H quiz of the 5LL's and funny enough his LL are the same as mine, WOA, QT and PT. It was lovely reading all the things he had answered with regard to loving me and I went through them smiling saying "mm good at that" "mm could work harder at that" etc which made him smile, the only one he laughed at was the washing the car one for me and said I had no chance lol! He has always washed my car for me. My only query is how do you fill someones love tank with their chosen LL, his is WOA when he doesnt believe that you think he's sexy etc and just remarks I want my eyes tested, or do you fill the QT and PT tanks and hope that levels out the WOA?

So he has gone off back to his flat so he can do his hobbies, but I am left feeling a little hopeful as to where this is all going? Only time will tell and who knows!