Drew and Kerry are both fantastic examples to aim for Frank.
I am going to suppose here.
I am also not trying to be mean with you, this is just what I feel from what you are currently writing.
That right now, you're hoping that she notices the pain blanket you have wrapped yourself up in and it makes her re-think what she is doing.
If we are going to suffer, we can suffer with quiet dignity; or we can suffer looking for attention.
We can also choose not to suffer.
I worry, truly about your cycles, and your seeming determination to suffer.
I actually thought about this earlier today while talking to a friend. You're right on with the 'suffering' part. I'm still punishing myself for MY perceived wrongs. I STILL don't let myself recognize her part, her wrongs.
I WILL overcome this.
You said this to Drew a long time ago:
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When I went Dark, I told her this is not for you this is for me, this is my armor against you and the stupidity of hoping you come back.
I've been pretty dark lately. Putting my armor BACK on now.
