He has never seen forgiveness, he doesn't know how's it's done.
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I was relentless and he knows how much it has hurt me that he did not follow thru.
you need to let him know how you feel - name the emotion. Be more descriptive than hurt. Don't mind read for him, you don't know what he thinks or feels. If you want to know then ask.
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I felt I have been with the money, etc - it has not been enough.
Mind reading again. really did he tell you that it wasn't enough? If so your response should be, "OK, what would be enough for you?"
Google Imago dialouge.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.