Had an eye opening conversation with H today. He is hot one day cold the next, and today was a cold day. I'm tired of these hot and cold days. I'm tired of confusion. I'm tired of wondering what is going to happen from one day to the next. Today is day one of letting go. Today is a new start for me. I'm gonna lose my mind if I don't. I need to heal. And its not going to happen the way things are going.
M: 31 H: 29 Married: 6 yrs Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old
Separated: Sept. '09 Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09 Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10 Threatening to leave again: July,14
