I never thought I would be here

[2overcome]

I know I have been trying to hit this early on... but looking on the inside I realize how damaged I am, and how much needs to be repaired... not just from this bomb but years of losing myself and who I once was, feeling lost. I think that once I get through that only then can I start turning things around... for the past few months I was thinking what was going on in my life, how I wasn't happy with myself or my life. (I was happy with my marriage just not myself). Just like the dream I had about pursuing music for example, I have always wanted to do that but felt it wasn't important and that it would never happen. I changed so much about myself that I lost who I really was... I think I could honestly say that I am searching for some identity