Magnificent

[mishka422]

Well there really are no partners are there? I can't imagine anyone willing to take on the burdens I'm stuck with. They would have to be saints to do that for people they aren't blood related to. Heck, Gabe is blood tied to Marc and couldn't handle the burden so.....proves my point.

I guess I am just not willing to give anyone the benefit of the doubt because I 'expect' them to bail when it gets too tough. Not a great way to view people, but that's my experience. Even my own family that I have been close to my entire life has abandoned me at this point. This many years of trauma has taken it's toll on everyone and I don't even bring up the stuff to them!

Ok, it's official....I'm starting to wallow! Quick, someone say something funny or totally outlandish please!