Hi Faith ~

I'm doing good.
I'm also trying really hard to detach from him and the way he's chosen to live his life.
STOP the rollercoaster, I'm getting off.

I received a statement from my attorney the other day. I was charged $175.00 for him stopping by her office. He had given her a copy of the hearing request he filed with the courts, and he talked with her for a short time. I keep from calling her with questions because it costs me everytime I do. In the meantime he stops by, and I get charged for what he did.
Grrr... I was so mad! He still doesn't have an attorney. He'll just use mine, and I'll get charged! He's figured it all out!
mad At this rate I will not have any money left from my retainer to bring this to court.

I am detaching! I no longer will be buying him his goodies when I go to the store. With the kindness I've shown him through this, he's just gotten worse. I will not be mean, I will not be cold. He came home late the other night, and I decided to turn all the lights off before I went to bed.
He doesn't deserve it.
I look at him differently now. He has ruined my love for him. I can't take anymore of his cold cold heart.

Sorry for the long rant. It felt good though! laugh

(((hugs)))
MJ