If you go to search and put in yellowrose it will bring up my old posts. Alsoi they are in the MLC archives.
It's unfortunate that all M can't be saved and there are alot of MLCers that will wander and search for the rest of their lives for something. It's so hard to tell what will happen.
My H was gone for 2 years. It was awful, he was very mean and hateful. That was something I had NEVER seen in my H. He had the dead eyes, didn't care about anyone or anything but himself and the OW. What a waste. There were many times that I wante to throw in the towel but these wonderful people talked me down from the ledge.
Listen to the other posters that are going through this or have been through it. The really helped me cope on a daily basis.
