Can I save my marriage?

[TrentC]

I have such a battle with patience, I have such a battle with expectations. Its a battle I see myself fighting for a while. I am stronger in that I'm finding it easier to be alone, I'm much stronger in that i don't cry everyday anymore. But I am just having a hard time finding the strength to be patient. I know it will come, it may be too late. But I'm trying.

You might look into finding an IC for yourself; an IC can help you learn coping techniques.

If you're still on your husband's health plan, they may cover those services.

My head hurts every minute of everyday. Its a battle going on inside me that I can't seem to win. My mind is full of over analyzing, over thinking, over expecting, over hoping, over wishing. I've got to find some way to get over this if its the last thing I do.

After about a week or two of that, I went to see my doctor and told them what was going on. She got me a prescription for an anti-anxiety medication that has helped a lot.

You might look into doing the same.