Still in the tunnel with hubby

[kjensen]

Update:
I think H is pulling away more-not sure if permanent or part of MLC-maybe withdrawal. H had therapy yesterday and didn't mention anything about it and I didn't ask.

This morning I got the girls up to say goodbye to their dad before he goes on his weekend trip to NYC. He gave them each a big hug and and "I love you". when he got to me, he almost didn't do a thing. He gave me a hug and an "I love you" slipped out of my mouth-OOPS. :-( Nothing from H.

So he's gone. I have some stuff planned for me and the girls and I hope to keep from thinking about H too much this weekend. Trying to detach. Not easy.