Yellowrose, where can I find your old posts? I would love to read them for hope. How long was your H gone? You said it has been three years since he has been home, but how long did it go on?
I too led with my gut for along time, and really still do. I feel in my gut that my XH is a very lost soul and is searching for something and I feel in my gut he is searching for what he had and lost, he is going to find his way back to us in his search. I am moving on, we live 700 miles apart, and I am giving it all up to God as best I can, it is just taking time. Thanks, and I am so happy for you!!
Me: 39 XH: 42 M-17 1/2 T-over 20 D16, S14, D10 bomb- 7/07-ends it with OW moves out-9/07 moves back-12/07 moves out for good-7/08 D final-5/09 find out he was with OW from 2/08 to present--9/09
Me-40 XH-44 T-21 M-18 Div-19 mo. D-18,S-15,D-11 Bomb-7/07 EA,PA Mvd out-9/07-to give me space mvd back-12/07 mvd out-7/08 back with OW since 2/08 OW broke it off-1/10 in and out of tunnel and our life since!!