Good Morning all!! Things are quiet here. The weather is sunny AND rainy.
I am fed up with stxH and his priorities' list. I tried to tell him that job cant stop life and that the fact he again is in the middle of a mess at work doesnt mean I should put my needs or life on hold. I said it in a nice way. I also practised the three fold sentences :When you refuse/postpone to clear the situation with her, it make sme feel like my emotions dont matter and I get disappointed and dicouraged not to mention worried you are leaving the door open on purpose.
He couldnt talk because he was in an office with another 4 people and said we will talk about these "later".
Patience is essential but I am having a hard time finding the balance between being patient and not ignoring my needs. And we know where ignoring my needs leads me :resentment.
I need some emotion/passion in my life. We never got the second honeymoon phase and probably will not the way things go. stbxh's nameday is on Sunday. I dont know what to buy him. I was thinking of a digital photo frame and load up some of our pictures on it. But I am not sure yet... K
