XH came to work yeserday with sparkles on his face seemed shaky and moving slow as if he was out partying night before I asked him to leave work told him our business cant take his inconsistancies, and I didntr want him working here anymore any other job would have fired his a$$ a long time ago he gave me the office keys and left havent heard from him since he is probably on a binge I hope he is ok so im a little nervous, but I have to save the business I have too much at stake he is using prescription drugs and one never knows when he will be able to work so thinhs will be chanfing again and xh may leave town it reminded me of the part in the Jim Conway book when he said he just wanted to leave town and go south I felt I have done everything to try to work this out with XH he is impossible to work with because one day he is ok, next day he leaves work without doing important stuff and he looses accounts
on another note my freind is leaving her H I have listened to her talk for many weeks she is calling me for support she sounds like many WAS here but I can hear what she says b/c I am not emotionally involved she is leaving Him no matter what the D was already done in her mind at the moment she decided to go there will be no working anything out in this one she has OM..im not sure if she is MLC but her M has been difficult for a while so ya wonder is this real or does a person just want out? dont know peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow