clinging - i did read that book already - by accident!! I saw it at the library and it gave me insight into my x.. AND how much work SHE did (the lady who bailed)..how she was done so long before the affair.. and more important how he built his life and moved on with God.. and did his own thing... and she did the same.. and they did it on their own. GREAT book.....

hope - i know how dangerous hope can be.

i just can't believe i still think about him............. and know he doesnt think about me .. and Trusting you are right.. i need to stop.. it is ridiculous.

i am however very very very thankful for my few friends (which I am ok with_) that i have made on this site...... the connections are deep-- and it is so nice to "talk" with people who really really get it.


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again