I will let it digest tonight and post more tomorrow...but I heard "I haven't loved you in years" "I still think about you and miss you", "I don't want to come back to counseling" and "I'll call to confirm the appt, if I do".
This was one huge mindf^ck for me. She even said "It might be selfish, but I did this for me, so I could get the anger out."
No talk of divorce though. Just a very angry W who has me more confused than ever.
I stuck to my DBing rules but also expressed my feelings, which she asked me to do...more on all this tomorrow, right now I need some ESPN and a beer.