Newbie with almost WAW - Need Advice

[ClingingToHope]

I just miss being close with my W so much and feel so betrayed, rejected and unloved right now. I know everyone here has felt this but it is so hard when the one person you are supposed to be able to count on no matter what abandons you.

Yes. This is a killer. My W was there for me when my mom died and I got demoted. Now, I had hernia surgery last month and she never called about it.

I'm no longer in the house and what I really miss is that end of day conversation. Even the strained ones the last few months. I'm burning up my cell phone minutes calling different people to fill the void.