Well actually I was put on a different medication about a month ago and it has worked wonders for my depression. I didn't mean that I never cry or get upset, I just don't let things bother me or stress out about them like I use too. I am not really grieving the loss because he is still here and hasn't left yet nor does he say he is going too. I actually don't even know if sharing with a good friend is a good thing because there are always 2 sides of a story so sometimes you get a negative feedback and go back to the relationship negatively.