Those fireworks are still going on I see! I know I don't have to like her, the accepting her is the hard part. I can see that I have gone on a deep journey within myself to see what I did wrong and what I would like to change or even correct about myself.
Ex never had a moment to breathe(his choice) and now is plunging head on into a new mess. Not mine to clean up, not mine to worry about. Last night I kept saying "I forgive them." I know I don't fully but fake it until you make it right?
I do believe that I will be much better prepared for any future relationships I do have. So for that, I am grateful.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory