Those fireworks are still going on I see! I know I don't have to like her, the accepting her is the hard part. I can see that I have gone on a deep journey within myself to see what I did wrong and what I would like to change or even correct about myself.

Ex never had a moment to breathe(his choice) and now is plunging head on into a new mess. Not mine to clean up, not mine to worry about. Last night I kept saying "I forgive them." I know I don't fully but fake it until you make it right?

I do believe that I will be much better prepared for any future relationships I do have. So for that, I am grateful.

kat


Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory