Just wanted to let you know that things are still great with me and H. Oh, there are days when things still pop back in my head, but I put those thoughts away.
I think it has been almost 3 years since H has been home for good. My memories are a little foggy now but that is a good thing.
My H has proven over and over to me that he isn't going anywhere ever again. That too is in the back of my mind but I guess it will fade with time.
I remember when I first can to this site, I felt like there was no hope at all. I really didn't see anything to hang on to but I did. My gut told me to. It was so hard watching my family fall apart. My faith in God got very strong.
I really didn't know what the outcome was going to be. I did all the wrong things at first like many of you all did. I took so long to detach from my H, but when I did it was when I finally found some peace and left it in Gods hands.
I sat back and watched everything unfold. I watched my H come and go so many times but with each time I saw him changing. He would start confiding in me, trusting me again.
He thought he was going to loose me and that really scared him. So his journey back home started.
Look at me.....just going on and on!
Anyway for those of you that remember me and that are interested, things are just great!
I hope and pray that your sitches turn out the way you want them. You all are in my prayers!
