I feel ya. I'm petrified of the holidays. I tremble when I think about it. We are in a good place as well, where my H will probably be here too, but then again its practically 2 months away. Who knows what will happen by then. Take one day at a time, and keep doing what you're doing. Only time will tell.
M: 31 H: 29 Married: 6 yrs Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old
Separated: Sept. '09 Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09 Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10 Threatening to leave again: July,14