Whoa dude she would never go with that. Honestly she knows I am not drinking. I don't know something may be happening with her. For quiet a while there the computer history was always cleared as well as her cell phone. Not now.
Really I am sick of spying on her and the mistrust I really feels she can do what she wants and be responsible for her desicions. I am not in control of her.
See this is another issue we need to deal with in counselling. The mistrust. Crap happend and we need to learn to move on from it not dig it up over and over.
I would be so much less heartache and work to just spend 6 more months putting honest hard work into this than bailing out but she just won't see it.
On another note a new message on my work phone. Please pick up the dog at doggy daycare because I will be at the mediator appointment okay thanks. "Love You" WTF????? Maybe just by accident but she hasn't said that in 2 months.
