Sweetie, you are on the next step in this journey. I have mentioned on my thread a kind of awakening. And in that has come some tough realizations about my h and my marraige.
So, be prepared that some of the truths you discover might throw you. But then, when you find your footing - a real peace comes over you. And then a final acceptance.
You have done great throughout this T. You have stayed true to yourself and you continue to be an amazing father.