Over the Shock and GALing 6

[Thinker]

Thanks for the good wishes! I ended up getting about 5 hours of decent sleep, plus 2 hours of tossing and turning. I think I do need a prescription for ambien cr or something similar.

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Thought of the day:

If Love is an action, not a feeling, then you don't need to ask someone if they love you or hear them say it to know if they do or if they don't. Just look at their actions toward you.

Likewise, don't point to your own feelings and declare them love. Look at your own actions.

In my case, both reflections are a bit painful. If I look at Mrs. T's actions toward me in the past few years, I see little to no love. Likewise, however, when I turn the flashlight on myself. For many years in our M, I declared myself to be in love, I said I loved her, but if I look at my actions during those years...not hateful, not mean, but certainly not loving. In fact, even during the past year I can point to instances where I was feeling love, but my actions were not loving.

Sad how we treat each other...