Ups and Downs

[Deep]

Well, detaching from her actions and choices doesn't mean you can just shut off what you feel about her, given your shared history.

Draw the distinction. Yeah, it's hard. Whoever coulda guessed there would be so many hard knocks in that particular limbo land you're in now eh?

I do remember my W then (see, I had to consciously think about typing W or WAW, she was waffling around in the fog still then), texting me "I kinda miss you". Me - "kinda?". "Yeah, kinda". Like, WTH does that mean eh? It's probably a positive thing, but detach, detach, it'll be great if it is and she walks on that path, and it'll be ok if not.