Sandi, thanks for the strong opinion. It is on the shelf and will not go to her.

Out of curiosity, and so I don't do this with any other books either, what is the reason? Right now, I am just waiting on the diviorce filing to show up. I have finally reached the point of no longer worrying about this. I know that I will keep working on myself to be the strongest father I can be to my boys, but she has essentially killed my desire to be back with her. Not that it could not happen some day in the future, but now? I dont think so. There wuold have t be substantial change on her part which I do not expect.

I am looking forward to this weekend as it is the taping of my testimony for baptism. Good things ahead in life for me. I can feel it. Don't know what it is or who it will be with, but it is in my future.

ME 41, Her 41
M 18.5 years
T 19.5 years
s - 12, 10
Bomb 7/12/09
Inhouse Seperation 7/13/09 - 10/1/09
She moved out 10/1/09 - present