Hey DQ, I am staying strong and healthy, at least in regards to reaching out for something that I shouldn't. It's just feel like I'm spinning my wheels right now. No progress whatever.
I've been reading The Way of the Superior Man and it's making me realize that I am still the only one interested in spiritual enlightenment through intimacy. I want to grow in this way and she is holding me back (or is it me holding myself back?). I hope I am wrong but that is the way that I feel now.
I want more from my R and it's just not happening. I can't back down to the point where I feel starved. It's just frustrating at this point. Gosh I hope you are right that it is just a setback.
