Thank you Sanderika - it's so empowering to know that I have good friends around on here ... it gives me strength.
The PMA is starting to poke it's head through - I just hope that it hangs around!
Painting mental pictures for how things really are is quite helpful to me right now. Imagining my H on a pedestal is all I have ever done - knowing what he is doing to me allows me to take him off that position on high and now it's not quite such an attractive picture any more. That's not to say that the feelings go away, it's just easier to deal with his bad behaviour as it no longer shocks me in quite the same way.
Hugs to all - please don't worry about me! Your energies are needed for all of our sitchs! Be back soon :o)
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
