Can I save my marriage?

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True true. Now I woke up today in anger, impatience, stress, aggravated...etc. I think I'm getting to the end of my rope. I can't handle this anymore. He came by this morning to drop something off for me and the whole time he is flirting away, he cornered me in the kitchen was about 2 inches from my face joking around teasing me. I am not the only one who thinks this, as I had a friend here at the same time and she totally agrees that he flirted with me the whole time! She said she would go crazy if she were me, especially when he got so close to me in the kitchen. Ugh. I am just getting to the point where I need to sit down and talk to him. Like are you acting this way because you are coming around slowly? Or are you just wanting to be my best friend. Cause that ain't gonna happen. I can't be your best friend. Not right now anyway. Its like the past week and a half I have seen him every single day for some reason. Plus one sleepover! Ahh! I'm losing my mind. I just don't know how long I can sit here and wait for him to come around. I know its only been 5 weeks, but still. He is showing me too much and giving me too much to just ignore it. I feel like I need to talk to him especially about the conversation about the house and the different things he mentioned he wants to do to it. I just want to know why he told me all that stuff???? I don't know if I mentioned this work banquet of his on sat night. But he asked me to go. I'm going to go cause all my friends will be there and I always really enjoy myself but he is still really insistent that I go. Why does he want me there so badly if he doesn't want to R? It's just going to leave questions in everyone's minds that will be there. I can just imagine the strange looks we'll be getting all night. I'm trying not to care about what people think and just go for me. And to have a fun night. But he will be there. So I'm going to use it as a night to show him how fun I am, and how much fun he can have with me. I don't know what to do anymore. All my 180's, my GAL'ing seem to work one minute, but then nothing happens? Obviously we've come a far way in 5 weeks. But he's not home and that's where I want to be. I'm just getting impatient. I just want to talk to him soooo bad.