Or both? I am not sure what the heck he is trying to do. It almost seems like he is pulling excuses out of his butt to drag this out as long as possible. I want to remind him that he is the one who wanted this, so why make it difficult now? But I also know that is not what I want anymore either. I still love the man I married. The problem is, stbx is not the man I married anymore, and I am not sure he ever will be. I am ready to take that breath and move on. But it seems like every time I take a step in that direction, he buries his head in the sand and hides.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
