Look all you can do right now is suck this up, and ride this out.
Now is not the time you are going to see any changes. HOWEVER, the way you are currently acting...I hope it is not an act, this new attitude...this is the one that should bear you better fruit.
What is happening NOW, is because of your past behaviour. What happens in the future is because of what you do now.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK