Have you tried to talk to W through other means. The whole point is to get to a point that you are also comfortable with and if you are unhappy you can change that. Maybe you could write her a letter, but make sure you stick to how you are feeling and about you without attacking her. Remember if things are still not working trying to do something that seems wrong could me what you need. Reread DR or DB to get more ideas of what to do next or what new strategy to use in order to get closer. Are you seeing a counselor or is W? Maybe that is somewhere to start.
Clinging - Sorry your day is boring, but maybe instead of thinking about your sitch, every time you do think about something fun to do with your daughters tonight instead. Maybe a game to play or something new to eat for dinner. Switch your thinking to free your emotions so you can start gaining strength.
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