Oh Cinco...I'm sorry to hear you are having a minor setback...please just assume that it is a MINOR setback and get your faith in gear! Keep picturing the life and marriage you wish you had...keep having faith that you can get there from here. Don't get discouraged right now. This is just a lull in the process, which is to be expected.
I hope that even though you are discouraged right now, you are not reaching for any type of "substance" that would be part of the old problems....stay strong and healthy!!!
