I need all the 2x4's you can toss. I feel so lost and broken. My parents are pressuring me to file for a D. My mom won't stop with the why would you even want him back talk, and honestly, why do I?

I don't even know if I do, or if I just want the kids to have an intact family.

My parents are still insisting on talking to him about our house. They no longer trust him to pay the rent. I'm of course worried that they'll say the wrong thing, and make thing worse.

My mom said she was going to say something like, H, we know you're confused... I blew up at her. He isn't confused. He is doing exactly what he wants. I told her if she wanted to ask him about finance, that would be fine, but nothing else. I feel bad now, because she really has a right to say whatever she wants.