I'm very discouraged today. It's my 9-yr anniversary. I thought of giving my WAW a gift but didn't. We talked on the phone for a few minutes but no mention of the occasion. It is painful to be with her when we do one of our weekend outings with my s5. Can anyone shed any advice regarding if I should continue with the outings? It's painful and we seem to be two strangers that pay attention to s5 and not to each other. Even small talk is getting tiresome. Yes, she wants to do continue with these outings for the kid's sake. I need to heal but can't get away from her.