Thank you for the support yesterday, it really helped seal in my mind how I wanted to handle things with H.
Moving on to venting-
If H doesn't see either of us changing enough to make the other happy, why does he still talk about future plans? It feels like a mind-f**k- what does he want from me? He's asking if I'm still looking for curtains for the master bedroom, if we should look into updating our insurance policies (and not because of separating, just due to getting older), etc. I feel like a fraud sitting there knowing that I'm on the way out.
Another poster remarked on his WAW turning into Mrs Clean right before she left. I think I get that- I have that same urge. I want to leave things neat and tidy, I have a couple pairs of pants for H that I need to finish mending, I made progress on organizing family paperwork, etc. I don't want to leave loose ends...
I'm working on lists of stuff to get ready for the move. At least looking at furniture on-line is kinda fun- there are a couple things I will need to purchase. I am watching that price column very carefully- I am not about to screw myself in this process.
